a little something goes a long way

Christmas is a time to celebrate with loves ones and its the season of giving.
though not everyone is not very fortunate and blessed,
everyone has someone to love.
when i meant love i'm not meaning girlfriend boyfriend love.
yes it can be that but what i meant is family love.
nothing in the world can change the fact that that guy is your father
and that women is your mother.

some parents can be super strict. disallow this and that,
some parents can be super lenient. allow everything you ask for,
some can be i-can't-be-bothered with what you do with your life.
whatever it is, i can assure you that no parents want to see their child as a failure or is simpler term a loser.

ask yourself how long have you not spent quality time with them.

why not spend this Christmas with them
and show them how much you mean to them.
after all they've been through for you, good or bad.
show them your love and care.
give them a present as a token of appreciation.


if not now, when?

love nadya.

honestly speaking, i'm a kind of person who hates to be alone.
though i keep alot of my views to myself,
there sure to have someone just a somebody to trust and tell stuff.
it does not have to be everything but at least you've got a little piece of your mind at ease.
but once the person jut disappear or does not have the time for you,
the next person that comes to your mind is family member i'm not sure about you but i'll look for my cousin.

well lately, i've been thinking alot and god damn you won't believe how much.
its just a post Os level feeling.
you'll be surprise that i've thought abt YOU!! =D
and its makes me wonder if i'm a thinker or a do-er.

i'll like to stop talking abt my daily life maybe once in a while cus aft much thinking, i feel thats its scary to let strangers know what you're doing.

Lets talk about PSLE.
many and i mean many parents still have the mindset that their child have to be in express stream in order to be normal. if not they'll be known as cacat/retarded.
its very damming to see the parents pantat face when you tell them you're in NA, NT.
sepak their face.

i'm not saying that express is bad. ITS GOOD!
my best friends are all in express.
its the parents.

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interview is fun.
i thought it'll be like very straight forward and mono.
NOOOOO~ its cool actually.
yes. its my 1st time.
don't need to show off right. i mean seriously. god(fred)

YAY! aft two days of waiting, i've got hired.
i wasn't waiting actually.
but sad my cousin was not hired and he was the one that was sooo into it. poor guy.
i pray hard that they'll call him so i won't be lonely.

1day + 1day + 1day = 3 days

Band concert with best of the best was best of the best.
what better way to spend time with them.

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the following day was cousin's wedding.

its cool as it was my very 1st time attending a chinese wedding.

its not like what i see on tee vee whereby,

they kneel down and serve tea

&

some young kid rolled/jumped on the bed.

In the evening the ceremony was at a bar

pretty classy and cosy.

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i caught the flower that the bride threw. YAY!!

i felt like a champion!

and when i realise the one who caught the flower would be marrying next,

i became damn sad and abandon the flower

but somehow it just appear everywhere.

a bar ain't call a bar if there is no wine.

shock of my life, it was free flow of wine non stop!

i love my cousins!

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family day is a sunday!

YAY!

watched quantum of solace (oo7)

thats practically sum up my 3 days

arin't we hip. arin't we cool, lets go pimping

Is it fair or not

Finally, after many months of igonring,
many months of skipping it,
many months of the same colour.
i finally faced my 2nd most fearful fear.
going to the dentist. now i've got nice colour on it. =B

people have different points of view.
some say the world is fair whereas some say its not.
so is the world fair or unfair?

normal people like me and you tend to take stuff for granted.
we got the basic needs but we're not satisfied.
we've got money but we want more
"give you a inch, you take a yard"

how do people know what they want?
its easy if you've got talent.
like being a artist.
everybody can draw but not everybody can draw.
a musician
everybody can make noise but not everybody can make music out of noise.

but than again, these people are born weird.
they tend to be mentally freaky & not straight.
which leads to me saying is the world is fair or not.
so in conclusion
I think it is. Just that not everyone get the picture.

to wrap up this post, I've found this video.