oh well

oh well,
the universe came crashing down on me, hit me in the ass and say "in your face loser"
and i've come to realise, that whats done really can't be changed.

well, at least i know where i stand.
i'm just no cut out for Os thats for sure.

now all i can do is make more starbucks drinks
latte, amaricano... blah blah blah and hope for the best.

PLEASE!

I'm so scared!!

I really don't want the universe to come crashing on me.
I really don't want to get pushie.
I really don't want to get a bad shock of my life.
I really don't.

i've never felt so scared in my life before.
i've never felt my heart pump this hard before.
i've never turn so cold when i'm so scared before.
i've never felt like crying on random days before.
i've never felt like not doing anything for many days before.

OH PLEASE GIVE ME GOOD GRADES!!
PLEASE!! PLEASE!! PLEASE!!